I’m starting to begin to see why everyone is calling my boyfriend immature or that he needs to grow up. Going upstate was bad enough. But denying me to at least speak with him over the phone is painful enough. And it doesn’t look like I’m going to talk to him until he gets back on Friday. I’m always making the effort, and now I’ve decided to stop. I truly love the guy but I’m tired of being the Adult.
How I wish that somethings could be the way it was back then. Indeed it’s true that even sometimes apologies wont work. I miss those days when we were close and had fun talking every day. Take something from this note. Your decisions do effect those around you, no matter how much you love them.
Call me miserable one more fucking time just because I don’t agree or laugh at your stupid mother fucking jokes doesn’t mean I’m miserable if I’m so miserable it’s because your miserable assess are making me miserable so fuck off!
Sometimes for once I wish my family wasnt the way they were. There’s really nothing i can do when it comes to them and the fact that now I have completed my goal of finding a boyfriend had finally happened im very happy but the fact that i cant see him without placing some type of trick makes me sad and makes me wish my mom wouldnt treat me like a child.
hey, look what i got on sunday… :-)
(taken several hours after it was done)
